Ni Hao :) little update post.

Im not good at this social media stuff ive been mia on my art accounts a lot and took long extended breaks multiple times. drawing is pretty hard for me I'm a little too hard on myself friends and family tell me but i just cant shake this feeling my art should be better i only wanna upload the good art which seems so rare so i just disappear on these accounts for a while and when i do have something post worthy i forget to even post it.

i finally had the motivation to just draw i thought if i drew abunch id see abunch of improvements but not just draw try and like step out of my comfort zone but since i was starting my comic (fr this time) i put my attention onto that and just only drew comic stuff which ill talk about now

my comic will come out 2024 at the end of January it only needs 4 more pages drawn and i could do that in a day but when i work on my comic for a while my body is in immense pain for like an hour so I'm trying not to push myself and I'm posting it next year at the end of January to give me some time to prep more issues (also I'm pretty inexperienced drawing comics i have an idea of *how* to do it but the question is how will *I* do it which I'm kinda still figuring out which is why this is taking so long in the first place). I've talked about comics on here before and had multiple projects that got cancelled even my friends are losing hope in me since i keep telling them I'm making the comic and music just to not post anything school is just so mentally draining when i get home i just wanna turn my brain off and play splatoon lol

i have a big procrastination problem and just laziness in general and i really wanna change that. next year wanna find a balance of school music and art and actually push myself to do it i can push myself to wake up in the morning and get ready for school (something i don't wanna do) so i should be able to push myself to do things i do want to do like this comic

i hope i can find an audience making this comic though having an audience never really interested me (i don't really have an audience but i make these blog post moreso for archival purposes tbh) i just think it would be cool if i had my own little mini corner of the internet that i can torture with cliff hangers and characters dying anyways bye