Ni Hao :) little update post.

Im not good at this social media stuff ive been mia on my art accounts a lot and took long extended breaks multiple times. drawing is pretty hard for me I'm a little too hard on myself friends and family tell me but i just cant shake this feeling my art should be better i only wanna upload the good art which seems so rare so i just disappear on these accounts for a while and when i do have something post worthy i forget to even post it.

i finally had the motivation to just draw i thought if i drew abunch id see abunch of improvements but not just draw try and like step out of my comfort zone but since i was starting my comic (fr this time) i put my attention onto that and just only drew comic stuff which ill talk about now

my comic will come out 2024 at the end of January it only needs 4 more pages drawn and i could do that in a day but when i work on my comic for a while my body is in immense pain for like an hour so I'm trying not to push myself and I'm posting it next year at the end of January to give me some time to prep more issues (also I'm pretty inexperienced drawing comics i have an idea of *how* to do it but the question is how will *I* do it which I'm kinda still figuring out which is why this is taking so long in the first place). I've talked about comics on here before and had multiple projects that got cancelled even my friends are losing hope in me since i keep telling them I'm making the comic and music just to not post anything school is just so mentally draining when i get home i just wanna turn my brain off and play splatoon lol

i have a big procrastination problem and just laziness in general and i really wanna change that. next year wanna find a balance of school music and art and actually push myself to do it i can push myself to wake up in the morning and get ready for school (something i don't wanna do) so i should be able to push myself to do things i do want to do like this comic

i hope i can find an audience making this comic though having an audience never really interested me (i don't really have an audience but i make these blog post moreso for archival purposes tbh) i just think it would be cool if i had my own little mini corner of the internet that i can torture with cliff hangers and characters dying anyways bye

think I'm finally ready to work on a comic fr fr so I wanted to start with a story idea I didn't really like at first but after some adjustments and changes it's my favorite thing I've ever written it's called Opposites Intrigue its about a girl named Garcia and a boy Named Jaylee they are going through similar problems through like and when they become friends they start to help each other out

I'm working on this really really fast I can maybe get this out in April and release it weekly so far I have multiple chapters planned out and ready to be scripted I started scripting on the first 3 chapters and I'm almost done with them I have some of the character designs done and I have this draft of the cover there's probably some stuff I'm forgetting but that's like the progress I can remember

ill post it on here but ill also post it on webtoon and when I hit 10 chapters ill go on a small hiatus to make an e-book version of it all with some special illustrations and other stuff like fun facts and some author notes making this has been fun and I can't wait till its release and people (hopefully) like it cause that will make it more fun

you guys should follow my twitter if you have one im way more active on there since i usually just post finished drawings on here and sketches sometimes

my pen came ironically the day after i made the post about the pen not coming but instead of instantly posting that day i kinda just took some days to try and get back into drawing and tried not to rush out a drawing cause those are always the bad ones

my hiatus is over i guess so ill try and post more frequently because i forget i have this account sometimes

more drawings soon ill try and post anything that i draw or anything thats somewhat finished because i usually draw for fun and dont think about posting it at all

pens really broken and i ordered a replacement but thats probably never coming so ig i quit art lol

i was sad like all Halloween then rushed a Halloween drawing lol

COMIC SOON HOPEFULLY IF NOT IM FUCKING KILLING MYSELF

LOL SO SOME HOW MY FUCKING PEN BROKE OUT OF NOWHERE SO NOWWW I NEED A REPLACEMENT I CHANGED THE NIBS STILL WASNT WORKING I DOWNLOADED AND REINSTALLED DRIVERS STILL WASNT WORKING RESTARTED MY COMPUTER STILL WASNT FUCKING WORKING LOL IDEC ANYMORE MAN IM JUST GONNA KEEP DRAWING WITH THIS JANKY ASS PEN UNTIL I GET A NEW ONE

lol so my computer broke so i couldnt use it for a couple days i then fixed it and can use it now gonna try and draw some stuff think im finally ready to do commissions have to make a comm sheet tho

i forget that i have a newgrounds account I should probably put the ng back in my twitter name so I can remember easily lol but a little update Im working on a comic called "Grand View Mysteries" its like a horror comedy mystery hybrid thing about a teenager who believes in ghost and is bullied for it and she's like you know what FUCK IT I'm gonna prove they exist so that's basically the gist of it the comic is probably gonna be released somewhere around January 2023 cause i want a lot of time to write and draw it so far i have the entire first 25 chapters figured out and i wanna keep working on small segments of the story so i don't overwhelm myself i wanted my first comic to be a comedic nonsense comic where like aliens can show up out of nowhere and the characters just treat it as normal kinda like an amazing world of gumball series where this a lot of wild shit in it and endless comedic potienal but i think I'm not funny and bad at writing jokes so i was discouraged from writing I'm definitely still gonna do it tho i ended up doing a horror comic tho because i wanted to draw some people dying and getting dismembered shot in the head ripped in half bleeding from the eyes some really wild shit i love gore and would love to draw it so i made a comic where i can draw exactly that and hopefully flex my art growth cause i don't like my art lol but that's quickly changing I'm becoming more confident and am practicing more and actually trying to improve if only i did this in 2021 but nooo i gave up butttttt i think I'm back to my original art loving self and hopefully ill be really good at drawing by the time I'm at least mid way through this series cause if not ill be very sad when i finish grand view i plan to make a comic called gravitizer which i don't know if i made a post on here or anywhere about but its an action comic and is kinda shonen by the time i finish grand view and ill be ready to draw that ill be legal so i can probably get it actually published instead of being a web comic so lets hope for the best