lol so my computer broke so i couldnt use it for a couple days i then fixed it and can use it now gonna try and draw some stuff think im finally ready to do commissions have to make a comm sheet tho

i forget that i have a newgrounds account I should probably put the ng back in my twitter name so I can remember easily lol but a little update Im working on a comic called "Grand View Mysteries" its like a horror comedy mystery hybrid thing about a teenager who believes in ghost and is bullied for it and she's like you know what FUCK IT I'm gonna prove they exist so that's basically the gist of it the comic is probably gonna be released somewhere around January 2023 cause i want a lot of time to write and draw it so far i have the entire first 25 chapters figured out and i wanna keep working on small segments of the story so i don't overwhelm myself i wanted my first comic to be a comedic nonsense comic where like aliens can show up out of nowhere and the characters just treat it as normal kinda like an amazing world of gumball series where this a lot of wild shit in it and endless comedic potienal but i think I'm not funny and bad at writing jokes so i was discouraged from writing I'm definitely still gonna do it tho i ended up doing a horror comic tho because i wanted to draw some people dying and getting dismembered shot in the head ripped in half bleeding from the eyes some really wild shit i love gore and would love to draw it so i made a comic where i can draw exactly that and hopefully flex my art growth cause i don't like my art lol but that's quickly changing I'm becoming more confident and am practicing more and actually trying to improve if only i did this in 2021 but nooo i gave up butttttt i think I'm back to my original art loving self and hopefully ill be really good at drawing by the time I'm at least mid way through this series cause if not ill be very sad when i finish grand view i plan to make a comic called gravitizer which i don't know if i made a post on here or anywhere about but its an action comic and is kinda shonen by the time i finish grand view and ill be ready to draw that ill be legal so i can probably get it actually published instead of being a web comic so lets hope for the best

I wanna do Commissions but i don't think I'm ready enough but sometimes you gotta take chances

working on the comic doing pretty well

i started writing it thats it

here's some random random art not really that good tbh

sooo i do not like my art thats why despite art being my defining “talent” i post like 2 drawings a month drawing is fun when im drawing dumb faces and cute girls but thats not all i wanna draw i wanna draw stuff that looks cool 5 book long adventures of some mf with super powers shit like that ive wanted to draw that since i was in the 3rd grade when i started and i still cant draw it i only draw girls because thats the only thing im somewhat good at and im getting worse and worse at that every fucking day and people know me for my apparently cute girls and art style so when im not good at that it’s discouraging i basically quit drawing my two sketchbooks i got still are barely full and i havent drawn any comics but i have written some i started writing my first action comic (actually its like the 9th action comic ive written but its the 1st of 2 im gonna actually release) the comic is a romantic action comedy kinda like scott pilgrim and while writing the action scenes i write in shit i know i cant draw it’s crazy cause when im also drawing the rom com scenes theres so much stuff i also know i cant draw 😭 so since school is about to end and its gonna be summer break im taking time to actually practice so i can make the 3 comics i really wanna make which is how hard can it be (hhcib) gravitizer and linked with linked being my magnum opus i also barely get time to draw because im working on music lol

so I was sketching a little bit of the comic that I wanna make and I decided to redesign one of the characters I like how it turned out this girl is supposed to be like a female version of me but I made her mentally insane and a criminal prone to committing arson so we aren't that much alike now lol her name is laura she's a comic artist and her goal throughout the series is too live a perfect life and make a perfect comic but she's 15 so its gonna suck. this comic is supposed to be like what if I made a slice of life comic and just made all of the characters crazy and made them do dumb crazy shit and overreact to stuff like committing murder after falling for a deez nuts joke or something I had this idea because It was too boring to write without the random insanity like i had to write about the characters in dumb school drama or something and that shit boring as fuck so I cant wait to write more of this insane shit and draw it I'm really tryna improve so i can make this the best i can and i still haven't found a style fr so ill work on this and hopefully ill have at least 5 little short dumb comic before the summer

i am working on a new comic again hopefully i can post it on here im gonna do 10 shorts like 2 or 1 page short comics then im gonna do 10 regular chapters so probably like 15+ pages hopefully i can get it out by idk next year i guess i have really low hopes i dont think ill ever make this the premise is a cafe that served monsters and weird creatures and like thats it its really early in development

i wanna make a comic i just dont think im cut out for it

im trying to be a horror artist